Embracing Winter

I read recently about the concept of “wintering,” which marks this natural time of rest and retreat during the season of winter.

I am reminded that during winter, when all seems to be still in the natural world, life is beginning once again in the silence and the darkness. We might ponder, how can we better use this season to reflect prayerfully on what God is doing within us?

We might even ask, “What is preparing to be born in our lives,” no matter our age or circumstance.

This is a time of inward focus, essential for nature to produce its beauty in the spring and for all of us committed to animating the Gospel.

The cries of God’s creation are great, and the idea of resting may feel selfish or counterproductive in these urgent times. These are complex and horrifying days, as war and violence are rising all across the globe. Resting and retreating feels like the wrong way to proceed.

However, as the cold of this winter slows us down, might it present an opportunity to pause, pray, and breathe.

As I near the end of chemotherapy, I have been forced to stop and rest. It has not been easy. In the frustration of my new limitations, I reminded myself that this rest was critical for the body to heal. I submitted to this reality, with great stubbornness and at times, sadness. My prayer has been “what good can come from this illness” since the beginning of this difficult chapter. I am searching for the answer daily.

I am grateful to share that through this journey, my faith has deepened, my perspective has shifted, and my love has expanded. Yes, there are difficult moments, and I could surely do without the nausea and fatigue, but I am thankful for the lessons learned these past 6 months and I sense it is preparing me for what comes next.

Soon enough, nature will spring into life, and we will be comforted by the warming sun and beauty all around us. The needs of the world, especially the most vulnerable, will certainly be awaiting our response.

For now, we are called to find time to rest and to refocus. Take a break, even just for a day, from the challenging realities of our time. As Jesus would go to the desert to pray or to Bethany to be with his close friends, embrace this time of slowing down and you may even find comfort in your closest companions.

As you fully experience this wintering experience, you may reflect further on this question:

What lessons are to be learned during this time of rest and even limitations? In other words, what does God desire to teach us right now?

Especially for those of us who are fully immersed in charity and advocacy, and for those of us who are overwhelmed by the injustices of our times, do not let winter pass you by without pausing. Seek the gifts of this season that are waiting to be received.